February 2009
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I have until the 23 empty. That's when I start the new season, but until then I've got loads of free time. And in all honesty, I'm not a very disciplined person. Unless of course, a decision has already been made.
And so we begin.
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Greetings. My name is Badger, and for the month of February I'll be updating this thread as a journal. You see, I haven't been a very good student of magic. I've ditched a lot of classes and skipped school so much that I've only picked up a few things here and there. The things that I did pick up on though, I do rather well.
But I'm greedy. Rather well isn't enough for me. I want to be able to say with complete confidence that I do it flawlessly. Not to quiver when I'm asked to do magic. Not to shy away with my head down giving only vague statements as to why I don't perform. And definitely NOT to be questioning myself in the middle of a performance as to what I should do next because I am so completely under prepared.
So for this month, I'm dedicating myself to four hours with cards a day. Yep, that's right, four hours. Oh. Em. Gee.
Here's the plan.
I'm going straight. Seriously this time. No more slacking off and whatever. So every day, I'm putting in two hours of practice specifically for magic, and two hours specifically for cardistry. And this means real practice, not half-mindedly fiddling with cards.
I'll sit down with my awesome felt pad in front of me, and stick my butt there until it's sore and I have to pee my pants--er...finish two hours of hardcore knucklebusting card majesty. Then I'll get up and eat food or something, probably wash my hand 30 times, then sit back down and go at it again.
Or something like that.
I'm doing this to keep track of what I do and note any cool things that I encounter. I'll list what I'll be working on so anyone working on similar things can feel like they're not alone in this world and have me for company. (Oh yeah. I'm awesome.) Or perhaps it is I that needs the reassurance from others and I'm just completely deluded...?
Let's not go there.
The goal.
If I do not have a goal in mind, I'll be more fickle than a dill pickle left to dry out in the sun. Not a good analogy, don't quote me on that.
So the goal here, is to be consistent in my handling of cards. I don't want to be worrying about what's the next sleight or about dropping cards or all of those mishaps that can be avoided by practicing.
Granted, I realise a month won't give me the God-skills of a Buck or the Hard-Appearance-yet-Smooth-Underbelly of a Madison. But I do have the good looks of a Ho, the charm of a Hag(lund), and the ingenuity of a Harris. I'm also David Blaine's stunt double.
All I want is to set aside practice time a day. Every day. For the rest of my life. (Or until I decide I hate cards and all of you stinking magicians) And this'll be my jumping board.
We've got the goal, we've got the plan. Where's the testing ground, and where's the prize?
Testing grounds...Ah, that's a secret.
Okay, okay. I'll tell you part of it.
At the end of the month, I'll perform. All out ballsy give me cardistry or give me death performance. I'm planning a visit to my old friends--you know, the ones I never performed for the whole year I lived with them because I hardly ever practiced during that time. I'll finally grace them with my magical glory--or fail in a horrendous epic NO. I could either fly with passing colours, or be emotionally scarred for life from their booing.
And my prize? I was thinking about this. What do I want my prize to be...?
It's gotta be something that I really want, and something that'll keep me motivated.
Okay. I've got a small amount of money saved up. I don't really know what to use it for, so I've just let it sit around.
If I do succeed, meaning that I find myself practicing for at least an hour daily, and the performance doesn't completely crash, meaning that I came in unprepared and rushed through the whole thing, then I'll buy myself something.
I've had my eyes on the Art of Astonishment for a while, but never let myself buy it. Well, if I do this, I'll deserve it. That's the green light I need.
Daily practice.
Performance.
Consistency.
Art of Astonishment.
Oh, and a job interview as a restaurant magician. But that comes later.
That's it for now. First practice update coming tomorrow.
Bless,
--Badger
______
I have until the 23 empty. That's when I start the new season, but until then I've got loads of free time. And in all honesty, I'm not a very disciplined person. Unless of course, a decision has already been made.
And so we begin.
_____
Greetings. My name is Badger, and for the month of February I'll be updating this thread as a journal. You see, I haven't been a very good student of magic. I've ditched a lot of classes and skipped school so much that I've only picked up a few things here and there. The things that I did pick up on though, I do rather well.
But I'm greedy. Rather well isn't enough for me. I want to be able to say with complete confidence that I do it flawlessly. Not to quiver when I'm asked to do magic. Not to shy away with my head down giving only vague statements as to why I don't perform. And definitely NOT to be questioning myself in the middle of a performance as to what I should do next because I am so completely under prepared.
So for this month, I'm dedicating myself to four hours with cards a day. Yep, that's right, four hours. Oh. Em. Gee.
Here's the plan.
I'm going straight. Seriously this time. No more slacking off and whatever. So every day, I'm putting in two hours of practice specifically for magic, and two hours specifically for cardistry. And this means real practice, not half-mindedly fiddling with cards.
I'll sit down with my awesome felt pad in front of me, and stick my butt there until it's sore and I have to pee my pants--er...finish two hours of hardcore knucklebusting card majesty. Then I'll get up and eat food or something, probably wash my hand 30 times, then sit back down and go at it again.
Or something like that.
I'm doing this to keep track of what I do and note any cool things that I encounter. I'll list what I'll be working on so anyone working on similar things can feel like they're not alone in this world and have me for company. (Oh yeah. I'm awesome.) Or perhaps it is I that needs the reassurance from others and I'm just completely deluded...?
Let's not go there.
The goal.
If I do not have a goal in mind, I'll be more fickle than a dill pickle left to dry out in the sun. Not a good analogy, don't quote me on that.
So the goal here, is to be consistent in my handling of cards. I don't want to be worrying about what's the next sleight or about dropping cards or all of those mishaps that can be avoided by practicing.
Granted, I realise a month won't give me the God-skills of a Buck or the Hard-Appearance-yet-Smooth-Underbelly of a Madison. But I do have the good looks of a Ho, the charm of a Hag(lund), and the ingenuity of a Harris. I'm also David Blaine's stunt double.
All I want is to set aside practice time a day. Every day. For the rest of my life. (Or until I decide I hate cards and all of you stinking magicians) And this'll be my jumping board.
We've got the goal, we've got the plan. Where's the testing ground, and where's the prize?
Testing grounds...Ah, that's a secret.
Okay, okay. I'll tell you part of it.
At the end of the month, I'll perform. All out ballsy give me cardistry or give me death performance. I'm planning a visit to my old friends--you know, the ones I never performed for the whole year I lived with them because I hardly ever practiced during that time. I'll finally grace them with my magical glory--or fail in a horrendous epic NO. I could either fly with passing colours, or be emotionally scarred for life from their booing.
And my prize? I was thinking about this. What do I want my prize to be...?
It's gotta be something that I really want, and something that'll keep me motivated.
Okay. I've got a small amount of money saved up. I don't really know what to use it for, so I've just let it sit around.
If I do succeed, meaning that I find myself practicing for at least an hour daily, and the performance doesn't completely crash, meaning that I came in unprepared and rushed through the whole thing, then I'll buy myself something.
I've had my eyes on the Art of Astonishment for a while, but never let myself buy it. Well, if I do this, I'll deserve it. That's the green light I need.
Daily practice.
Performance.
Consistency.
Art of Astonishment.
Oh, and a job interview as a restaurant magician. But that comes later.
That's it for now. First practice update coming tomorrow.
Bless,
--Badger