thats what im learning from magic. i can do crazy cool things, but damn there soo impractical its retarted. like diminishing returns, not a hard thing to accomplish but the effect itself to me is amazing. i love the look of it and its great, but i could never see that effect being done in a walkaround setting. people try to do all the crazy stuff on a video, but not actually performing. they might be awesome in their basement but i respect the people like paul cummins and koysta who perform hard material for real people in real time. thats what im trying to do. i think i lack the presentational aspects of ever being a copperfield, but i do closeup magic thats what i want, i don't want ot be copperfield, don't get me wrong i love watching him, but people learn your own style and learn your own limits.